Real or fake?

One of the method used by psychologists to help patient is telling him to try to get rid of his personal emotions. Emergence from his body and stand by. From this position he’s able to look at himself from a stranger’s person point of view and see clearly. After some time he see the mistakes and is able to react more concsious. This way he’s learning to understand his behavior and correct them in case it wouldn’t be acceptable for entity.

My second me is standing face to face. And what is it seeing? A dummy. Deep inside this it’s me locked in. The visible part consist of brilliant skills to destroy what I’ve already achieved. I hate it. And there is Monday again. 

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Yes, after all comes school break. Whole week just Me, Myself and I. Things to do:

  • sew the tab for T-shirt 
  • read Elliot Aronson’s book (finally! ! ! )
  • learn for english and maths before tests.

I love this feeling, when you’re taking a shower after hard jogging. I can feel endorphins and happiness growing inside. And the only thing I’m thinking then is to work harder.
You can. I promise.